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[15 Dec 2007|05:13pm] |
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...what are friends?
sometimes i feel that i'm just being used
maybe they really don't deserve to be called friends.
being nice isn't all that good because people take advantage of you
being nice AND submissive is even worse.
add friendliness...might as well sigh.
*sigh*
it's like one day they'll come to you asking for something or wanting something from you and then next time it's like...they're a totally different person.
iunno. these days it's hard to find a real friend who you could talk to and they'll listen to you, who you could cry to and share secrets with, who you could hangout with alot even with alot of things going on around like school or work.
are friends really just for "benefits"?
the hell then...
i think friends should be family, to love, to care about, to console, to talk to, to hangout with, to joke around with, to laugh with, to cry with, to make good and lasting memories with.
lately...or more likely....it's been all wacked up, there's no more hangout time because you can just chat with them anyways, or text them, or whatever technology is there.
heh. i wish there were more social time together rather than just through technology. that way you could really see your "friends" smile and laugh when they say "lol", "rofl", and "hahaha". that way you could really see them sad instead of just ":(" or "=(". that way you could really have contact with them, see them, understand them.
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| debut and other random stuff |
[15 Dec 2007|05:09pm] |
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making arrangements for this debut is so...eh, i don't feel like it. initially i never wanted a debut party, all i wanted was a nice family-friends dinner at a nice italian restaurant. but i've been hearing people tell me, "hey alwyn! you should have a debut!" also mom and especially dad wanted to throw a debut party for me because i'm their "only daughter" so eh, being me i said "ah sure" *doubts running around my head*
so now i have to make invitations, decorations, giveaways, a speech, invite people to come, call them up, calm my mom, follow her every command so she won't bug me to the point where it's just ridiculous, and a whole bunch of preparation stuff. i'm so lazyyy now a days, someone should give me a nice punch on the face.
ah, nothing grand, but at least and hopefully it'll be fun for all.
i'm at least thankful for the people helping me do these stuff and for the people accepting to be a part of the programs.
sooooo it should be fun, right?
i should be more optimistic. (ned i blame you and your pesimissm :P )
hmmmm i am really xD
mom, and alot of my relatives, liked the idea of me having this debut. so they're all hyped up and wanted to contribute things. i thank them for it :D
i never knew that i'm this loved that people want to help and add in things for preparations. like how my tita's were like "ahh! i'll rent the place don't worry about it," "i'll pick up a nice cake you don't have to pay for it," "i'll cook some of the food! you'll like them i know." if it wasn't for them i wouldn't be doing all these stuff and i'll be doing nothing on that "special" day, which i really don't mind, all i would want then is just...stated earlier.
but eh, sigh iunno, it's been really wierd how people change. i've reflected my life here a while back, and i've seen myself changed somehow, i believe it's the influence of new culture and having to speak english all the time (?) and prolly more. i've changed from being too lively and being too outgoing to being boring and being no-fun-to-be-with or no-fun-to-talk-to. college isn't helping at all. my dad complains about how i always study and not go outside and play or do exercises. lol last year he complained about how i'm like a tomboy and i dress up with just a shirt, pants, tennis shoes, and a pony tail everyday, and that why i don't dress up more lady-like and "girly." uuuhhhh so what now, have i dress "girly" now? -.- blah. so many things changed. oh well. it's life ne?
ah i should shut up now before i get even more random. take care everyone! :D
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| FINALS DONE foos! |
[14 Dec 2007|12:02pm] |
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yay yay yay!
soooo far everything's been good and nice, 'cept for the weather.
but i'm happy today :D and hoping that i'll still be at the end.
HAPPY 10 MONTHS love!
i wuv u
finals done and now i can't wait till i see matty again =D
being separated for too long is not nice =(
sigh. i just wonder what will happen when he graduate hs next year and go to UT Austin =O
long distance relationship begins.
ah. oh well. we'll see ne?
but i'll miss him so so oh so much.
ah @_@ just remembered to go buy christmas presents *eye shift*
11 more days till christmas! yay!
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[27 Nov 2007|12:17pm] |
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ugh!
well i'll post something later...
library right now.
just passing time :D
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| Late Update |
[26 Nov 2007|11:11am] |
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last Thursday and Friday:
ah well these two days are pretty fun =D
lemme see what happened:
THURSDAY
> Baked a cake for PJ's birthday celebration (i failed at baking cakes. shhh. but i'm happy the kiddies liked it =D).
> Ate a whole lot of food >.<
> TURKEY AND STUFFING! and and and strawberry cake and...all the other foods!
> hit my knee hard at my uncle's coffee table.
> passed out and all that goes with it. >.>
> played with kuya's/tito's on wii play.
> went to my mother's side to celebrate gobble gobble day.
> SLEEP OVER at risa's house =D
> played melee from 11pm to......
.....FRIDAY....
> 3am
> woke up pretty late, had brunch, pet the dogs! =D
> played melee for 4 hours before going to justin's house.
(NOTE: when playing melee and risa is hyper....you all will get pwnd)
> walked to justin's house.
> dinner was awsome.
> played vid games with friends.
> went home with matt.
> doing....hw...right now...~_~;;
> tomorrow leave for galveston.
ahhh so much for that......
i'm trying to avoid hw. srsly, this is my holiday break right here. >.>
winter break i have classes =O
can't wait till sunday! iceskating with michelle and aaron and risa =D
aigh foos.
peace out!
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